chamber of reflection

The time is about 5 am and I really don't know why I'm awake to be completely honest. I fell asleep around 9:45, expecting to only arise when the clock turned 7 the next morning. Turns out that I was soundly wrong...

A new year has come upon us! New Year's festivities that happened this past January 1st were jubilant and joyous, nothing that I didn't expect though. I threw a bottle off someone's porch stand, someone accidentally peed on my Dale Earnhardt shirt that my really good friend Heather gave me (it's a staple to my wardrobe), and a bunch of the Midlo gang pulled up out of the abyss. Twas' an exciting night if you were into beer, ladies, screaming, and stepping on people's nice shoes.

School starts in 11 days exactly and I'm more excited than anything. Winter break has treated me well, but I want to be back on the daily grind. As weird as it sounds, going back and forth to school and immediately after to work is easier for me than sitting around and galvanizing with my friends. Let me rephrase that: having a definite schedule for the week is useful for time and money purposes, and I am slowly learning that my friends will (hopefully) be there and understand that we are out here grinding and trying to get this schmoney, education, and rest. Now THAT sounds tons better.

Is it taboo if I leave my room right now, 5:25 AM EST, and make a bowl of Honey Bunches of Oats and wake up everyone in my house with my munching downstairs? Does the fact that I would be using vanilla soy milk make it more feasible? How do I fall back asleep? If there are any suggestions or remedies, please feel free to interject.

Lots of good music has been shown to me in the past couple weeks. RICEWINE, TOPS, Porches, older Mac DeMarco and new Trippie Red have been playing on my Spotify as of late. I've also come to recognize how important music is, man... If you're listening to shitty music you gotta step your game up. But, then again, who am I to tell you if you're music taste is shitty? HA! Do what you want, I'm honestly just rambling at this point.  My stomach is rumbling and I don't know if I can hold off on this bowl of cereal. I think this is my queue to jet!